Thursday, February 26, 2009

One day flew past so quickly. The unrevealed feelings were still there although you and I seemed to not show it out no matter how. I actually wanted to assure you that our friendship had not changed from the day we met till today =) Everything remained as happy as usual, I apologize if I have caused any misunderstanding and unhappiness in you. Sorry for once is enough, it shall not be repeated forever

原谅是一个微笑 (:
换所有的人都快乐,
记恨是一个人的坚持,
让所有的人不幸喔

The school day seemed so different from usual, I don’t know why. I was not late for school today although I came out from home at 7.12am, LOL that’s a good thing I guessed xD. And I also didn’t get caught for having short skirt today, that’s another good thing LOL!!! The first thing I heard when I reached school was that some thieves broke into our school office last night, to steal disciplinary documents and computers. = =” I was wondering why people wanna break into our school office when there is not many valuable stuff in it LOL. I wanted to take a picture of the grills, but failed because there were too many teachers walking along that pathway =X

The classes of the day were boring that I skipped Addmaths today =X. However there was a teacher who approached me and said,

Teacher: Ah, awak sangat berminat ke dalam Addmaths ni? Sebab saye tengok kertas awak tu memang saye tak dapat cari kesalahannye.
FiSh: Errr tak de lar, cikgu.
Teacher: Ya ke? Tapi awak memang suka tengok nombor dan simbol dalam kertas Addmath tu ye? Sebab awak boleh buat.
FiSh: Har??? [Sejak bila saye suka tengok nombor dan simbol LOL]
Teacher: Maksudnye awak tak berapa suka subjek macam Bio lah kan?
FiSh: Bio??? Cikgu tahu markah saye?
Teacher: Errrr setahu saye, tak berape bagus lah kan. Maksudnye awak lebih cenderung kepada mengira, bukannye menghafal lah kan?

………… T_T!!! It seemed like every teacher also knew bout my POOR result in Biology. How miserable and embarrassing. The school ended, and the meeting started, and Biology PEKA was done too =) Believe it or not, Mr. A did not file in all of our PEKA last year and we might have to re-do it T_T hate ‘it.

After the duty in library, I went to the place I was once familiar with. It changed like I had never been there for ages ): It changed without me ever knowing bout it. I was wondering if the person in the place is still the same one, or has changed to somebody else. I couldn't afford to accept the truth that I was no long being needed there, or in the other cruel words, I am not welcomed to step into the place anymore. Not even a chance in future T_T


Tuesday, February 24, 2009


It's time to work hard
again
T_T

Kinda reluctant to actually believe that
working hard can be having fun and
making a difference
[in a good way of course]

Staying backs for meetings, tuition classes,
sports practices, homeworks, slideshow,
outings with *people =)

Do you know I would have the time on Earth
to turn over a new leaf?

Presentation.
Dead.


♥ whereareYOU?doyouknowthatiamsearchingeverycornerforYOU?

Monday, February 23, 2009

Movies to be watched soon! =D
Again, I need a looooooooooooooooooong
[Yes! ONE WHOLE DAY] day for movie marathons~
And... Also to select stuff for friends' birthday.
EXCEPT Mr. Yeow.
According to him, he does not need any present for his birthday =)
So friends, you can save money!
xD!!

T_T I am undecisive yet
whether to go or not to go on this coming Saturday.
Anyone can help me to decide?
Again, I am poor at deciding!

*Kungfu Chefs --- already showing on cinema~

*Coming sooooooon! =D


*Coming soon in March, next week! ^^

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Peace in mind
Finally!
(= Free-d from you

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Kini kuhanya mampu melihatmu dari jauh, dari jarak yang tidak dapat tanganku capaimu. Hasratku yang tidak kesampaian tetap berada dalam hatiku yang tidak pernah berubah selama ini.

Kuperhatikan wajahmu yang sering kelihatan sugul itu. Aku pasti bahawamu tidak pernah berasa gembira walau bagaimana jua kamu mengukirkan senyuman yang seolah-olah benar pada wajah tersebut. Senyuman itu sememangnya mampu memberi bayangan yang palsu kepada semua insan suci di alam fana ini, kecualiku. Aku amat merindui kuntum senyuman yang riang, yang lahir daripada keikhlasan hatimu, yang tidak perlu menjadi bohong kehidupan harianmu. Senyuman yang unik itu membolehkan kuimbas kembali segala-gala yang tidak terhingga antara kami berdua.

Namun, segala yang terlepas tidak mungkin kukembalikan lagi. Apatah lagi akulah yang merosakkan kristal kebahagiaan tersebut. Dapatkah aku mengembalikan detik-detik kegembiraan tersebut? Ataupun mengubati hatimu yang bagaikan hempedu itu? Bak kata pepatah Melayu terlanjur sampan boleh undur tetapi terlanjur kata tidak boleh simpan, segala-galanya musnah dalam sekelip mata akibat sikapku yang sambil lewa pada zahirnya. Teringinku memberitahumu bahawa kutidak pernah memandang remeh tentang perkara ini. Ku sebenarnya amat mementingkannya sepertimu. Kutidak pernah melepaskan sebarang peluang untuk mengenalimu and merasai segala suka duka bersamamu. Bak kata pepatah Melayu tak kenal maka tak cinta, kutidak menyedari bahawa kutelah jatuh dalam perangkap tersebut. Perangkap yang penuh dengan segala iblis di dunia yang mampu mengubah diriku.

Segala-galanya tidak sama seperti dahulu lagi. Jika kuberpeluang untuk membuat pilihan sekali lagi, pasti kujanji kutidak akan menyesal seperti kini. Namun, sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tiada berguna kerana nasi telah menjadi bubur.

Walaubagaimanapun kumasih berharap untuk menjadi teman setiamu, kawan sejatimu dan tempat mumengadu segalanya. Adakah kami masih dianggap kawan? Ataupun mutelah berazam untuk menyisihkanku buat selama-lamanya? Keputusan kejammu tidak dapat kukawal. Tetapi yang benar-benar aku harapkan ialah persahabatan kami berkekalan hingga hari tua =) Mampukah kamu menganggapku sebagai "kawan"mu?

Friday, February 20, 2009


The little assessment has finally come to an end =D However, I it could barely make a difference in me for my fast-paced lifestyle would never change until the day I quit everything :O

As I have mentioned previously, I did not study for the exam this time.
It is partly a lie--- because I did study, but only for certain subjects and only for few chapters I selected from the entire syllabus xD [Studying everything is tiring =X].

I don’t mind getting poor results this time, I really don’t. I don’t show much concern when my History marks had shown a sharp decrease compared to the last year’s one. In fact, I am glad that someone who always has prejudice in me indeed offers to add one more for me so that I manage to get an A1.

Thank you Pn. Tan!
I have learnt to always be grateful for what I get, from Kuan (:

Oh did I mention that I have got the worst result ever for Biology? I have never given much thought to how I failed in getting a good result this time, but the fact is that it was the lowest mark I got in my entire life =(

The lesson of the week in PTK is regarding all the questions we have in our assessment. How I’d wish him to provide us those questions before the exam =X. Being asked to give the questions to us earlier, he said that it is actually a good try for us to know our real standards. Yes his words are perfectly true, and I am still below average ):

Oh let’s see the other side of the coin =D--- perhaps it indicates that I should really fall in lve with Biology and study it properly.


Another happy thing happened is that Spellman passed his Chemistry test! This time he does not only pass, but also shows a rapid increase in marks =D

In a long run, getting an A1 for him is not a problem at all, I believe in you, BestieSpell! I actually felt grateful for sharing the joy with him, although I am not the first one to know bout this good news =) Don’t forget our date in Overseas Restaurant xD!! Being your all-weather friend is absolutely my pleasure>

During the week of exam, thanks so much to people who sent me tips everyday LOL!! Thanks also to assholes who bother me with unstoppable text messages. I know these people will only look for me during the exam, when they can make use of me easily. Providing answers, explaining facts and expecting calls had become part of parcel of my job. When they have valuable tips in hand, they’d probably keep in themselves. "Being selfish is a sin, pal!" Shakespeare said so =X. I always wonder if I was born to be the most stupid, dumbest student ever, will you even bother to befriend with me? =)

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Additional Mathematics
paper for tomorrow's test =D

Someone sent this to me, thanks alot! This is an incomplete question paper =X. Hopefully this can help you to get A1 or to pass this subject xD!!

All the best everyone!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Still have 3 days to go T_T!!
Few subjects more to go!
Hope exams end soooooooooooooooon =DD
Hope to stay happier in this week, at least better than the previous week =]

Monday, February 16, 2009

T_T
Dead in History Paper 2 today.

Kerajaan Turki Uthmaniyah? Sumbangannya?
Cara menyebarkan Islam?
I don't even know what on Earth are those ='(

Great.
Because I only chose 5 chapters out of 10 to study.
Because I don't have the time on Earth to finish eating up everything.
Because I kept myself busy all days with tuition classes.
Because I blogged too =/

*SiGh*
Tomorrow I would have sports practice again.
Why did they make it on when everyone is busy with preparation of exam?
And...
I have to skip Addmath tuition classes of the week.
Whyyy?
Silly reasons because of the school.
Fark everyone who curses me.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

What had happened to me lately?
  • Get caught for wearing short skirt
  • Get caught for having colored ear studs
  • Get caught for being late for school
  • Get scolded for talking during class
  • Lost all my Civic exercise books
  • Get home late at night
  • Haven’t touch a single book yet when exam is only two days away

  • (The list goes on and on, as I would never know how would the bad luck follows me nowadays)

When on Earth did I start to have so many disciplinary matters? =X
Sorry for showing the emo look nowadays. HeHe-ss.


By the way,
Happy Valentine’s Day…
Be happy when you’re single.
Be satisfied when you’re in a relationship.
=D

Monday, February 9, 2009

Yesterday… 02 08 2009~


Selamat Menyambut Hari Thaipusam! ;D


Instead of studying at home for exam, I went shopping and house-visiting =)
Waved goodbye to books and tuition of the day~


Early morning, Dad brought me to buy this

There is no more uniform of my size available at Professor, The Store.
Neither we could find it at Professor’s branch in Mid Valley.
Finally we went to another branch located at Central Market and found it!
It is already the last piece of size 12 there.


This white piece of uniform costs me RM 56.95, including all the buttons and accessories T_T I have no choice but to buy it, because I couldn’t afford to be caught right at the assembly again --- or I will be eliminated from the Board T_T!!


*My lunch xD!! I don’t care if I’d cough again =X

Coming back from Petaling Street, Dad fetched us [SooN, SpeLL and I] to Kuan’s house. Everyone reached earlier than us --- as usual I am always late = = I couldn’t believe that we gambled for 4hours OMG =X Kuan brought luck to everyone except me xD, I don’t mind losing the few bucks anyway. Thinking of going home at 6pm with Sookkuan and Yeewen, I felt bad for SooN for not transporting him home.

=D Finally I decided to go for dinner with them [although they wanted to go for steamboat =/]. Dad fetched us to Harbour Restaurant, but the place was fully booked and hence we went to Tasty Pot Restaurant [whatsoever the name is, as long as the steamboat meal is great xD]



*SooN felt so sick that Spell and I walked around to get him ENO, when JM arrived wit his unusual style while we were in the convenient store =X



*Abalone? XD pieces of dunno-what-name-it-is costs RM 10 @_@



*Please don’t scold me for posting this picture =X



*The porridge got scorched and the worker has had to clean the pot for us.. Arguments, as part of our entertainment, arise among us again xD


After dinner, Dad fetched them to SooN’s house but I didn’t join them because I don’t wanna get drunk like Kuan =X I finally reached home around 10pm =) I have had to sleep earlier at 11pm, for God’s sake because tuition classes start early in the morning today T_T

P/S: Thanks Papa for fetching me around for the whole day ;D


***
Today… 02 09 2009~

Attended two classes and went to Xiaotong’s house. Dad couldn’t find the place again [it is somewhere near Leon’s place I think], and finally I had to ffk her =X Sorry Xiaotong… Better still I had chance to got for shopping at Jusco and bought clothes! :D



Exam? This word is still spinning in my mind xD. I couldn’t concentrate on the preparations for exam this time. Perhaps I would study for the next exam in April, but not for this =X I am sorry to say that, Mum. I haven’t got him off my mind. I apologize.



Thanks to Wailun for this too =)
Now I shall present it to

Saturday, February 7, 2009


I thought I’ve never felt more comfortable than what I was with you. Being treated like your princess, I didn’t realize that the sparks appeared while conversation flew. But then things began to change when I thought we’d still remain friends. But unconsciously you were distancing me and now it’s just not the same.

Now I can’t speak words straight from my heart. I feel tricked and deceived for believing I deserved more. I am not aware that there are so many people from all walks of life entering the door of your heart, lighting the spark in your quiet heart. For me, to hide is still the easiest thing to do.

You are stranger to my family, you barely know my friends. The worst thing is yet to come--- you don’t even know me, my name! Oh, it pains me to think that I could be wrong, that I could have been misled all along. Good grief, this is just too much to bear. Perhaps I should not even pretend to care.



There is definitely no such need of deeper understanding of your wants and behaviour anymore, since you are already drifting away from me. The promise you made, I know will absolutely be broken. The cycle of love I shall see--- growing and wilting become part and parcel of it. So what can I expect?

是我一厢情愿 还是我心甘情愿?

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I was still in the mood of having HOLIDAY =D
Although the CNY break had already ended.

The first week of February is creeping away without me realizing again.
Overall, it seems to be a bad week when I feel like everything is coming towards me, hitting me continuously.

The undesirable things happened…

Monday
  • Kept losing $$$ when gambling at Leon’s house
  • Coughing non-stop while eating ice-cream xD
  • Late for tuition classes because I rushed from Leon’s place to PTK =X
  • Soaked with rainwater after classes


Tuesday

  • Xiaotong told me that someone hacked my Facebook account on the previous Saturday @_@” [I must ask Bear bout it liao T_T]
  • Exam was officially announced to be held starting on 14th of February 2009, which meant my Saturday would be wasted at school = =
  • I accidentally let Mum knew that exam would start in two weeks’ time, and she had forbidden me from playing the PC again

Wednesday

  • Got caught right at the assembly for not wearing the complete PBSM attire, and forced to get up to the stage
  • Got some lecture, and ALMOST receive the very first piece of warning letter of my entire life
  • My name was listed in Editorial Board’s discipline record because of the thing happened during the assembly. I knew the teacher advisor was very unhappy with this T_T!!
  • I texted him, enquiring something in a serious manner--- and ended up getting no reply from him after waiting for one day long =.=
  • Met the asshole ex-boyfriend :) [To be precise, he is no longer an asshole]
  • Seeing him walking towards the opposite road, I tried my best to escape from his sight… But finally he saw me with my stupid look at that very moment T_T!!!
  • Was forced to buy a new pair of PBSM trousers costing RM45.90, because I had lost my PBSM skirt @_@

Monday, February 2, 2009

2009佛光山东禅寺平安灯会

=DD Yesterday after tuition classes, Sis brought us all to
FoGuangShan Dong Zen Temple Light Festival~
At this beautiful temple of Jenjarom, Kuala Langat, Banting, Selangor...

It is basically the nicest temple I'd ever go =DD
It does not look like an ordinary temple with thick layers of smoke,
but this place has lots of gardens, with beautiful scenery and decorations!


*Floor plan =) we were not familiar to this place at all = =


*We reached at 6pm =D



*Is my Mum cute? xD


*Me, Mum, Aunt =)



Sissiiiiie =D


The entrance! Look, Nemo!!


*The pond


*The couple with fishieee


4 of us =D






Cute ma? xD!!








梅花!!








*Feeding the fishes`


*I love the scenery =)


*The blossoms =D








*Fatty me ! xD




*The air-conditioned temple!


*平安~



*The OX




*Cute donkeys, I brought one home! =D




*Please be kind xD


*Fat + cute xD








*It is so huge to me!




*Vegetarian bak kut teh = ="




*Vegetarian fried oyster T_T!! [The taste sucks =Xx]


*Monumen keagamaan yang anda belajar dalam buku Sejarah xD!!






*Please write your wish on it and hang it on the tree =)


Cutie Siddharta =D












*Showtime! Uncles and aunties singing on the stage =D




*The night scene is even better =D










*Si pokok jodoh =)






*The reflection of peacock...




The huge OX!


*Moo!




*I love traditional lantern like this =) so authentic~


*Tarian singa kini sedang berlangsung =D




*The crowd on the pathway~








*The area is spacious yet it is soooooo crowded =X


*Pulanglah ke jalan asal xD!!

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