How comes others read,
"Nombor KP anda tidak terdapat dalam senarai yang terpilih"
Oh is this your way of "congratulating" me?
and once I got home, I checked by myself and
If you would like to check if you're as lucky as me,
do click the link below:
Seriously if I say I am so glad and looking forward to this event,
I am OBVIOUSLY lying to you and myself!
Most of them who went to NS told me that
attending National Service was so FUN!
They learnt lots of things there,
and it is really an exhilarating lifetime experience of theirs!
Oh that's what everyone tells me when they know that I got selected.
But you are not me, you won't understand.
You wouldn't understand my plan of going for the January intake in college.
You wouldn't know how much this type of people like ME would suffer in camps.
I couldn't survive,
Sigh I am worried,
I am afraid that I really couldn’t survive through this =(((
I Googled this topic,
and found these photographs.
I am NOT going to allow myself being attired like this.
I couldn't get rid of the girlish clothes I had.
I almost died
while I was in the PBSM marching group during the competition.
I remembered exactly how I felt.
It was exhausting, and an unhappy experience with people.
This is the worst part of everything.
JustinQ told me how much he enjoyed the 3-months-training,
and he missed the moments.
I knew he loved it, because he was so outgoing.
But I am not.
I could not mix around well with people.
I am not able to do physical activities like this,
because I am suck at it.
I can only solve Additional Mathematics equations,
This is something that bothers my mind so much
I am soon gonna hate you, counselling teacher.