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07 16 2008~
{{{ 清者自清， 所以我不怕^^ }}}

I love *you…
Thank *you for everything you did today…
I chose to let *you know about everything because I trusted *you more than anyone.
I knew that *you would definitely not spread it around.
And *you are always able to give me the best advice…
I knew you knew whatever you should…
And I hope you would even keep whatever that shouldn’t be told to others…
To my surprise, *you even offered to help me--- more than I expected.
At that very moment, my heart was filled with a blend of sadness and happiness--- sad because of that, happy because of *you.
I knew that *you treated me well, *you already did a very good thing to me… I did appreciated your effort…
I was happy with *your word too, hence I was not blaming *you in any way, please don’t be mistaken…

I didn’t know how to answer Spell when he asked me, “And so… why did you cry? =.=”
Hmm good question isn’t it? LOL But I didn’t know how to answer…
And he also didn't get the point why did I cry
LOL, 算吧~ 反正都雨过天晴了~
Maybe mentioning about that would still torn my wound deeper, hence I did that shameful thing at school?

Anyway these are secrets between *you, Spell and me.

P/S: Spell, if you dare to tell anyone about this, including the CLOSEST ones, I will chop you xD. Iamseriouslysayingthis.