LiFe's JouRney

I walked along the road of life,
Not on smiles,
Not on tears,
But on the sheer strength,
Of mine and yours.

I walked along the road of life,
Not for the glory,
Not for an apology,
But on the shattered love,
Of our past.

I walked along the road of life,
Not for the moon glimmer,
Not for knowing deeper,
But on the good hopes and wishes,
Of true friends and soulmates.

I walked along the road of life,
A road paved with sweet memories,
A road paved with unconditional love,
A road paved with tender love and care.

I turned back to see what had I left behind,
I found many things that I had missed,
I wish to have a great walk of life,
From now and then.

[thanks]

Aww...the diagnostic exam had just ended and unpredictably the result is counted as the mid-year exam result which the parents have had to come to school to collect the report card and see this result - - OmG and my result this time isn't good liaoz (although it is still slightly betetr than others somehow).. >.<" After this exam, it's time to finish up the projects that I dumped aside for quite some time as if they were given to us ages ago - - Exams and projects fill every second of my life. Life is getting more boring and annoying, maybe because it is without his existence? LoLz -_-" Unbelievably too, I can't have that much fun without him. I can't imagine it myself, coz' I always think that I can live without anyone. Maybe I was really used to have him by my side to accompany me most of the time. [Well, no point of praising him so much =X, or else he might get too proud of himself] LoLz >.<"

Besides exams and projects, there is also librarian job which I started to hate it from now on. Guess why? The day I duty really sucks, for God's sake. I wish my duty day will be as fun as others which the Ketua Harian no need to get furious of their 'anak buah'. I wonder why people who duty on my day are so lazy to do work, maybe it's most of them are already Form5 and they need to take a rest? Every week, the same person will be doing the same old job without any change. And the same person is always me.

I also don't wish to bother that much, hence I kept quiet most of the time, pretending that they totally don't exist. But when it comes to write report of the day, should I be honest or write nice good thing about them everytime? Yes, it might be not fair to both parties but do I really need to be that responsible when working with such people? I don't think I need to. Never. >.<"

I hate staying back just to work unhappily with people I dislike. If I have the right to choose, I prefer crazy yet hardworking people to work with me. We could finsih up the work and yet could enjoy ourselves. I love Wednesdays, but not Tuesdays. Never. >.<"

I wish the teacher could change the timetable, I wish to shift to Wednesdays, I wish to stop being a librarian. I wish to have all my wishes granted.

It makes sense...

Please spend 1 minute to read this, it's very meaningful. When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you? So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skilful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember…"As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. I guess this makes a lot of sense.